Tuesday, September 18, 2007

missed audition:(

sitting at my desk... india arie just came on the radio bringing a smile to my face... her music does something to me that i only wish i could describe in words. she sings away all worries, and pain, and stress. and the thing is she probably isn't even the best singer, but there is a quality to her voice that does something to the air it fills. it gives me hope that maybe thats what i am supposed to do.
i am a little upset because i just found out that alicia keys had auditions yesterday for back-up singers! and i of course didn't find out until today. the only thing i can do to not be uspet is to just remind myself that it just wasn't meant to be. maybe i will get a gig with india! who knows. i just have to be optimistic.
yesterday was my mothers b-day. and i was going to write something about her but i don't want to write something that's not worthy of her... and since i don't really have time, i am not going to attempt to throw something together. just know that she is an amazing woman, and is the reason i am the way that i am today. i love her with all of my heart and hope to give back to her all that she has given to me.
ommm... i guess that all that's on my mind really, i mean there are other things but i don't want to keep repeating things in previous blogs. so peace... :)

1 comment:

a m b e r said...

this blog was so lame and a waste of time, i can't believe i wasted 2 mins reading it..."please understand that its not that i dont care..." but im mad at you still for making fun of my fall earlier and my leg is bruised FYI i like what you said about your mom it was sweet and she is an amazing person, tell her i said happy bday! and im mad you had to put on an alter ego with your ghetto talk to tell me you're in love with me, this was already known :) and you know you wanna talk about ivan lol oh lala