So this is my first blog... don't quite know what to say... so...
Its Thursday! One more day until the weekend! This doesn't excite me as much as it used to because in New York City all the days seem to run together anyways. I just feel like I am working on the weekend all week. I never seem to get to bed before 1 or 2 so it matters not that the weekend is coming, because I sleep even less on the weekends since they are so jampacked.
On another note... I decided to tell my 3 of best friends (Robbie, Quinton, and Courtney), that I think I may be beginning to have feelings for another friend in our group. Ironically 2 of the 3 of them have had some kind of relation with him. Nothing serious or sexual, but slightly more intense than a friendship. You know... making out, or harmless flirtation. They think it is a good idea because we have complimentary personalities. So maybe I will give it a chance...
Ivan... is his name. I met him through Courtney about 4 months ago. Honestly since the first time I met him I found him to be rather intriguing and totally my type, although he would never know because I am really secretive about my feelings for people, especially when the person has had feelings for a close friend of mine. I don't want any drama. The only real hang up I have had is his height... I am about 6'1 and he is about 5'8ish. Ideally I would like someone at least around my height, but I feel like I could be missing out on a major opportunity here if I decide to be shallow. Besides that, he is great! Amazingly sweet, attentive, attractive, beautiful body, modest, intelligent, driven, loyal, and a leo. He is very laid back, yet aggressive enough to not bore me, being as though I am so passive in relationships. I honestly have done a lot of thinking about it (as I usually do with everything), and I can see myself together with him for a very long time. That may be a lot to think about before I even know if he likes me back or not, but that's just the way my brain works.
Another thing he wants like 10 kids! ommm.... Now I like kids and all... and thought that at the most I could deal with... hmmm... 2 lol. 10! yeah not gonna happen. Ok, now I am taking this a little far, thinking of kids and all...
Anyways, we will see what happens from here.
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i say go for it if you really like him, what are you waiting for, like lauryn hill said tell him, right? his height jeremy...i still think you make excuses, you said the same about fred with whom you also said you could see yourself with longterm, pattern? i think so...why wouldn't he like you? i think you have more things going for you than against you, after all you are the omnipotent person of the gay community, apparently.
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