Justine and I had a ball this weekend! If i could figure out how to get the videos off my phone and into this here computer... i would share more but lord knows that is a task all its own... :)

Mariah lately

Let me just say Mariah has been BEAT lately! I am loving this new image and attitude! and her CD is great! (a little cliche' but it's a good cruisin cd) Muah... love u Mariah!! My inspiration to be me and be happy no matter what. Life has many obstacles but we will always prevail if we believe in ourselves.

My favorite lyrics of hers...

("Close My Eyes" Butterfly CD)

"I was a wayward child with the weight of the world that I had deep inside. Life was a winding road and I learned many things little ones shouldn't know... But I'd close my eyes steady my feet on the ground raise my head to the sky, and as time rolls by... still I feel like a child as I look at the moon... maybe I grew up a little too soon. Guardian Angel I sail away on an ocean with you by my side, orange clouds roll by they burn into your image and your still alive."

Shout out to Amber! :)

I cannot say that sometimes I don't silently enjoy rejection.

As a reminder of my humanity...

In the pain of inadequacy I somehow learn to smile at what life has thrown my way.

I assume it makes me stronger in some way...

I slowly feel my heart callus.

The world teaching me not to believe in love...

My spirit driving to prove the world wrong.