random thoughts this morning

my random thoughts this morning...

*I wanna do yoga but I haven't made enough time... not treating my body the way it should be. I deserve better.
*I wonder if amber and courtney are going to read this...
*speaking of courtney... I miss him.
*and Ivan... but he just left, boo... I get my self into the most ridiculous situations sometimes.
*Ooh dinner with abdul and robbie should be sufficiently fun
*FAT comes this weekend!!!!!! can't wait.
*I miss dre too
*no more vacations to places I don't really care to go to, and the next one needs to be more vacation like... partying i can do at home
*I had fun at Brandon's house last night!
*"I'll be lovin u long time" new mariah song is stuck in my head
*I should be working but my managers not here...
*I had eggs and turkey bacon on wheat toast this morning and it was still too heavy... my eating habits have really changed my body.
*i hate wearing this suit.
*Hillary or Obama... so many mixed reviews... I don't know which would be better... I really am fearing for our country either way... can we regain our respect and success. am i still proud of my country...hmm
*beautiful weather!
*ooh kelly clarkson is playing. reminds me of virginia, and bank of america
*I wonder if my moms ok... then i don't because she is the most resilient person i've ever known
*Ha I can picture courtney on his bed dancing in his mothers dresses and shoes as a child
*do i want children? ... yeah, no real answer yet...
*i wanna write poetry right now but i am being to lazy and this came out probably because i fear that it won't be up to my standards of good... fear of failure... blah.
*its always daunting finding out why u do the things you do when it comes from a negative place... i guess that's why people don't think so deeply and avoid their problems...

ok that's enough:)